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| I'm not sure what to say...it's been a long time since I've been on here and now my awesome lilsis got a new site! College is amazing...friends are super extraordinary....I'm enjoying being away from home....away from home, away from putting up with my stepmother and dad, away from living with my sisters (which I believe has made me closer to my lilsis at least)... The Easter candy is already out in stores! Valentines weekend was amazingly awesome!! ~Cheerios <3 | | |
| been awhile hasn't it? not like anyone cares, who reads this anyway?? well life is grand, out of high school in a month and a half, and then to college, because i actualy got accepted, how surprising and amazing is that?! the only thing really occupying my thoughts and social life right now is stress and art, which has killed about everything! until next i'm on and blog goodbye! ~Caitlin ^-^ | | |
| She's a B*tch
Words fly like missles...
stabbing wounds in hearts
of family and friends.
She's a B*tch
to talk like I can't hear...
behind my back and out of sight,
she insults and tuants.
She's a B*tch
to make up such lies...
always trying to get by
and making me look bad.
She's a B*tch
to treat this like a game...
she'll try to win
by pushing my bottons.
She's a B*tch
so I'll have to find a way
to play her back. ^summer of 2005 Looking Back
I've said ugly things
called her a b*tch
but things change
people don't always stay the same
and now as I look back
and see what is happening now
I feel bad
somewhat at fault
bruises and tears
trying to pretend they're okay
and I look back
and see what is happening now
maybe we aren't so different
but it's still hard to talk
face to face, heart to heart
so I'll just continue praying
for her to be safe... ^4-22-2007 ~Caitlin
...these poems are my feelings about the same person and how they (the person and my feelings) changed over the course of that person being gone and going through some really rough times...so yeah, please leave comment | | |
| Divorce Divorce was war in the family
Anything caused abnormal annoyance
Yelling madly made more motion
While hands of time brushed everyone's hair Anything caused abnormal annoyance
Parents fought and drank
While hands of time brushed everyone's hair
We hid under the covers Parents fought and drank
Daddy would leave
We hid under the covers
And Mommy would smoke Daddy would leave
We learn responsibility
And Mommy would smoke
Taking care of oursleves and the house was hard We learn responsibility
The final statement has been made
Taking care of ourselves and the house was hard
Hope has risen and the battle ends ~Caitlin (writen May of 2005)
please leave a comment and tell me what you think, good or bad, doesn't matter | | |
| So, it was a hard dicision but I finally decided to paint my nails black instead of bright pink, except instead of just plain black I put blue/green sparkles all over the black polish!! It's so pretty!!
Okay so I found another bestest friend on MySpace so ....never mind, I was going to say I have more of a reason to go onto My Space but I will probably continue to neglect all of my pages, like I have done to this one in the past months, but ohwell!
I finally have almost no homework for this night but I've gotten a zero on something that I should have turned in Friday but I never did it. I should be doing it now but Bibliographies are a horrible assignment to complete! They Suck! ...So I will continue slacking off in Language Arts until ....well I should probably get back on track tomorrow, but we'll see what happens!
My life has been pretty good these past few weeks that I haven't been on here....but then once I think about it my life is really plain and it all really sucks, so I guess an okay day for me is that same as a sucky day for someone else I'm just used to it. If that makes sence?
Well that's all I can think of typing right now. Maybe I'll get back on here in a another month or maybe a couple of weeks it depends on if I'm still slacking off or not.
~Caitlin ^o^
p.s. SLACKING OFF IS BAD DO NOT DO IT!!! ...a note for all you young people! | | |
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